She's Sun and Rain

I love my job! We now have off every Friday in July, I'm going to Indiana, maybe Alaska, Dallas, and Phoenix, all in the next month. And I get to travel all through the winter, and I work with the best people ever! And Emily's wedding is next Saturday 7-7-07 and it's going to be so fun! And I'm going to the beach :) And my uncle just got a promotion as the President of Wachovia Atlanta! And I get to go hang out with his fam in August. Woooooo. And Nancy had her baby and they might be at the beach for the Anniversary party this weekend! This week is going to rock!

That name has retired, it was going to be the name I called my house...so that there would always be fun, and laughter... smiles. Even though everyone has hard times, I wanted, when I got married to call my house something. Planet Fun has retired. It can be no more. I'm taking suggestions for the new household name. Of course there's no house yet, and no fam, but I've gotta come up with something more clever than Planet Fun. Ideas? House of a thousand dreams? House of Ha? Laughter Land? ohhh I might like that one.

Last night I was analyzing what it takes to 'heal' your heart, or in this case, my heart. I even went over a sord-of check list with my best friend..ok here's what I'm doing, haha. Counselor-check, prayer-check, word-check, more prayer-check, reading-check, spending more time on me-check, staying single for a while-check. Taking myself out of the situation-check, not getting sucked back into the on-going stuff that keeps coming up-check. So now, time. Hopefully sooner than later and I'm not leaving anything out on the heal-to-do list. God can heal my heart and I know that he will. And I'm excited about what God is doing, because seriously, other than the past week of mishaps, God is working in my life and I know he is blessing me because of obedience to get out of something that was bringing me down. It's exciting...the job and friends and fun things I'm getting to do. And I know I'll fall in love again, and that's exciting too...God's man in

Time tells the truth in all things. Wise words from a wise person. Everything that is in the dark will be exposed. All I can do is be obedient...! Praise the Lord for saving me from this world and all of it's mess, and knowing that I can trust in HIM! No matter what I have been through or the mistakes I have made, I can start new by God's grace and mercy, that is amazing.

I'm going to run in the Va Beach 1/2 marathon, and I'm going to start training today. It's September 2nd. And I'm going to do it. I've just finished 2 books, Captivating, and Gift-wrapped by God. And I'm beginning Tender Warrior tonight. I'm praying more for my family, friends, etc. I'm reading in the word EVERY DAY, hopefully twice, or 3 times a day. I got invisalign. And I'll be done by September, just in time for Rebecca's wedding... can I tell you how excited I am about Rebecca's wedding! I'm putting God first. And when I am ready to date again...this is my prayer... Dear God, I prayed, all unafraid (as we're inclined to do), I do not need a handsome man but let him be like You; I do not need one big and strong nor yet so very tall, nor need he be some genius, or wealthy, Lord, at all; but let his head be high, dear God, and let his eye be clear, his shoulders straight, whate'er his state, whate'er his earthly sphere; and